Anyone else can post songs or words of encouragement to them but I want them to be ok. These following songs are the songs I listened to while trying to kill myself years ago for similar reasons; especially when my grandma (who raised me!) died:

I apologize for any repeats

We love you SpaceAlf, you are one of us and we will do anything for you. Please at least let us know you're ok because we understand if you need time to yourself. We're sorry for your loss and we love you BooBoo